3/10/2012

i have no idea wat happen wif me nowadays
keep being emo
especially i saw sumthing
i have no idea
i saw nowadays he keep sharing sumthing
and tagged the same girl
she might be his mrs. right
who noe~~
im jealous?
yes, maybe i am.
i tot i have been let go for so long
but when i saw tat
i realize im nt really let go yet
im jz too stupid and stubborn wif it
i even can cry when i think back the past 
haizzzz!!!
FINAL IS NEXT WEEK!!
it remind me how sweet i enjoy in my last sem
make me think back of it
damn it!!
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ><

20/9/2012

opps...my blog dead for a month again
i have no time to update it
i work in Samsung,Mid Valley for almost one month
every weekend
since Hari Raya until now
so far nt bad la
all staff are so friendly
quite happy to work at there
but someone keep scold me once i work
he said i suppose concentrate wif my studies and not going to work
although is just weekend -.-
AND
assignment will never end!!
rushing assignment all the days
sleep around 3am++ everyday
i think i going to die soon
and make a decision that not going to work this week
coz i really have to take a good rest
guess wat??!! 
3 more weeks to FINALS!!
IS FINALLLLSSS!!!
oh my goshhhh

12/8/2012

weee...
is my birthday again~
once a year..happy happy day
actually plan to go for OVERTIME de
but at the end plan failed
not much ppl can make it :(
early birthday celebration wif family on saturday night
yum cha wif jing chang and the gang on saturday evening
have a nice talk wif them
they wanted to help me celebrate my birthday actually
but too bad i force to ffk them XD
papa bring me to PICCADILLY and get me a cake
looks like little girl celebrating birthday HAHAHA
from the first, i think sunday i have no plan
and just stay at home
but Candy told me she going to bring me out on sunday night
so i just said ok 
i think it will oni be me and her
who noe~~they suuprised me!
candy bring andrea and kevin along~
then we head to mid valley
went to Sushi Zanmai for dinner
super duper long queue~
thanks to 3 of them
coz they treat me.
then went to Machines to find Charles
meet him there..a fren~
then went to Starbucks
redeem a free drink
because is my birthday
hohoho~going out without paying anything
so nice weih!
anyway, thanks to everyone who wish me
all fren wish me through fb and phone
if im nt mistaken..i get 200++ wishes in fb
thanks to all my dear fren
u all make my day <3

29/7/2012

nothing much special
day by day
is still the same
last thursday
spent my break time wif fren
went for a movie
Dark Knight is such a nice movie
is worth to watch it
rush back to college for class after movie
and...
went to play badminton wif fren after replacement class
before went to badminton
i feel so pek cek at tat time because of sumthing happen
luckily so ngam gotta go badminton at tat time
is time for me to vent
YES! it's work...
feel more better after badminton

19/7/2012

weee..nth much special today
the most stupid thing is today i have 4 hours 15 min break
such a long break
raining during early in the morning
tats why whole day maintaining cold weather
but when we are in class
we are totally freezing, and become an ice cream stick adi
spent my break time wif andrea
shop wif her after lunch
so happy tat get to buy some accessories with lower price
having malaysian studies class after break
3 hour class
sienz dao BOOMMMM!
i leave after 2 hours class
went to library and find sook min
she was doing revision at there with weng keong and kok doong
after crapping a while
they said wanna go yum cha
i have to follow them to yum cha coz yest night i ffk weng keong and kok doong
and they calling me "飞机女" adi -.-
call mummy ask her dun come fetch me so early
but too bad she is coming from grandma's hse adi
so at the end i asked her went back home first 
and kok doong fetch me back after yum cha 
thanks for everyone :)
they make my day *peace*

17/7/2012

星期日遇见了你
心情变得慌慌的
好笑的是你说你没看见我对你微笑
你以为我那么无礼的与你擦肩而过
我也不懂为什么
谈下谈下就谈到我们的问题
我不明白为什么你会有那种想法
但我至少知道原来你是这么想
刚好当晚我去了usj 19吃晚餐
也经过了你的学院
回忆又再次被钩回
那时刚好我们还在聊天
我告诉你我经过那
也说了所有的回忆都再次出现在脑海里
你告诉了我说我需要时间去忘掉
叫我给自己多点的时间
现在忘不了是难免的
因为才刚发生不久
我也只好忍着泪水回忆一切
我说“ u can deserve a better one soon"
但你却说" no ler..u can deserve a better one. much better than me :) "
你不知道即使下一个真的比你好
但或许我已不会对他像对你那样好了
心。。。真的很痛！


昨天刚好在college没事做的时候跟朋友谈起了这件事
他们都在追问因为他们关心
我惟有选择告诉他们
因为至少有人能够告诉我到底我是对还是错
我也不用默默一个人承受一切
james跟我说了很多
他说的东西不是错完
有些也很有道理
但我被他说的一些话影响到了
啊~~我到底要怎么办啊？

我不知道遇见你是对或错，但我知道遇见你我开心过

15/7/2012

太久没回佛光文教中心了
新来的教练和junior都一直交我回去帮忙
都怪没人载我的关系
搞到我无法回去看看
今天我终于回到文教中心了
回去看看他们的状况
因为他们刚从台湾参加了malaysia buddha's light scout camp
然后今天又小小的分享会
他们前几天已经邀请我出席
只是我还不懂要不要去
想去，是因为要看看junior也是时候要回去帮忙他们了
不想去，是因为我知道很大可能会在那边遇见他
不是我不想见他
而是我不懂得如何去面对他
果然
今早我到文教中心的时候就看到他的车已经park在那边
我尽量避免自己不要遇见他
怎知到午斋的时候
要到斋堂的那一刻
我看见了他
那时我不懂他是否看得见我
我也加快脚步到斋堂去
童军先用餐
当我用餐完后要回到四楼的时候
你，竟然出现在斋堂><
你与我擦肩而过
你向我打招呼
我也只是给了你一个虚假的笑容
然后像很忙似的走掉 :(
当时我真的很好奇
好奇你见到了我会有什么感觉

14/7/2012

weee...today 1st driving lesson neh
wake up early in the morning and go for driving lesson
feel so excited coz finally i can drive
and actually planned go to CHS school campfire tonight too
go along with kai qing, boon ho, chen kiat and khee xiong
gotta meet them after so long
and so ngam khee xiong back from England
who noe~~
during noon tat time, kai qing called me and said ticket sold out adi
aww...so sad
cant go adi :(
i posted a status in fb "一场欢喜一场空"
thn suddenly my chat box pop up
is YOU!
u asked me why
why u care me la? 
i think im nothing to u?
but we still get to chat for almost 1 hour
talk so much of things
but u never knew tat while i chatting wif u
i also crying
tears non-stop dropping
i dunno why
on tat time, i really noe tat i cant let go </3
really! i mean it
but i cant do anything
just pretended as nth and chat wif u
do u noe how hard it is? :(((

11/7/2012

这几天的心情烂到爆
都怪那个烂lecturer啦
我们只是要求换组换时间而已
也只是一堂课
为何你就是偏偏要挑难我们
星期一去找她，她不在
星期二去找她，她给了一些烂借口拒绝我们然后叫我们星期三2pm去找她
星期三，也就是今天，去找她了
她还是给一些烂借口。。在那边ddly
还叫我们星期五2pm再找她
到时才给我们答复
还跟我们说" i dun wan see u all until friday 2pm"
哇唠！！你懂不懂你很过分？
我们星期五没有上课的叻
还要为了你而特地来哦
我们是学生
我们有自由去选我们的时间表
你只需帮忙用电脑更改一下而已
很为难你吗？ @$#%%&*
真的是给这个lecturer气死
全sunway 的lecturer都很好人
除了你！
arghhhh

一星期多了

看来我也慢慢的把你放下了

虽然这不是一件容易的事

但我不会想要折磨自己

我的第六感告诉我

其实你已经爱上了别人

或许你自己也不懂

但我察觉到

要不你是不会那么容易放手

并且那对你来说没什么

所以你现在可才以这么快乐兼轻松自在的过日子

没什么

我也可以过得好好的:)

9/7/2012

aww...monday BLUE!!
sem 2 start today and the timetable is totally suck
most of us from group5 in sem 1 is split into other groups
so far, fu jun, jun wei, heng yao and i are the gang which stick together for all subject
see, 4 of us are aliens when we are in class 
guess wat...in tat class majority of them are from same group in sem 1 and oni 4 of us from other group
tats why we looks like aliens and feel so strange
oni during econ class get back the group5's feels
because almost all are from group 5 
the feel is like we are back to earth and we are nt aliens anymore..hahaha
i hope everything will be fine after this
in this sem, no more off on thursday
it is on friday
FRIDAY! IS FRIDAY!!
the day tat u have no class too :(
and the day tat we can hang out
but tat is no more meaning for me now
is OVER...the day will never be back again
gotta cheer myself up
and get a better life!!
jia yoouuuu :)

*spirit of group 5 is still here, hope it will never change*

7/7/2012

五天了
还是放不下
我仍然还会按去你的profile看看你的状况
每晚看见你上线的时候
心酸酸地
我的chat box不会再因为你而响起
那天我还去看回我们之前所聊的东西
再次把自己搞到emo
昨天是星期五
不一样的星期五
前两个星期的星期五都有你的陪伴
跟你一起出去
原以为昨天也会一样
但，变了~
不会再有这一天的到来
为何我总是放不下？
到底我在你心里还有没有地位？
你现在快乐吗？
坦白说，我快乐不起。。
在朋友面前微笑是为了不让他们担心
我知道他们都很关心我
所以没必要让他们担心
脸上的笑容只为了隐藏心里的痛 :(

4/7/2012

这两晚
严重失眠了
睡不着
总是想太多
回忆过去
何时我才能把你从我的心里带走？
我自己也不懂
朋友总是劝我不要想太多
下一个会更好
那是真的吗？
算了
好好的用这个星期来平复心情
加油吧 :)

2/7/2012

3.24pm

这一刻

一切就回到原点了

要是其中一方不愿意陪你走以后的路

那又何必执着呢？

所以我学会了放弃

不去勉强一些不属于我的

心痛是免不了的

但有一种爱叫放手

谢谢你这半年多的宽容

也给我带来了快乐

也为我付出了不少

但你做出了这个选择

我惟有尊崇你的意愿

再多的不舍也会有结束的一天

你给我带来的回忆实在太多了

脑海里的画面不断的漂浮

或许这些回忆是忘不了

也许只好把它收到心里最深处的地方

嘴角在那一刻开始就提不起了

一整天只是静静地回想过去

回想那美好的回忆

今晚

那么巧合的我回到了我们所经过的地方

不同的是这次我独自走而不是身旁有你的陪伴

算了

惟有接受事实吧

李美婷，醒醒吧！！！

我放手了

不是我不爱了

也不是我变了

而是我懂了

不属于我的幸福就该放手

让属于你的幸福牵起你的手

因为那才是真正的幸福

30/6/2012

finally, finals is over..
1 week of finals really drive me to crazy
burning midnight oil everyday
it makes me nervous because it is 1st time exam in college life
the feel is likes back to SPM
awww...
guess wat..i study every night wif facing laptop and skype-ing
someone accompany me to study every night
although he is nt beside me, bt he is in front of me through laptop <3
yesterday was last day of finals
only had 1 paper and is at 2.30pm
wake up early and continue study until 1pm only go college
actually is planned to have dinner wif buddies after exam
but at the end everyone ffk
so i change my plan to have dinner wif him
finish exam around 5.40pm and he come to pick me up around 6 coz i discuss something wif fren
dunno where to go for dinner..either SS15 or SS2
at the end we choose SS15
regret went to there because tat time was really jam
but at the end we still have our dinner there
planned reach home around 8 sumthing coz adi promise parents
in the meantime, mummy called me and told me they are going out to dinner wif uncle's family
hohoho...
so no nid rush to get back home *im naughty ;D*
so he bring me "游车河" after dinner
then send me back home
reach home before my family back...around 9.30pm
thanks for someone spent his time wif me again <3

22/6/2012

today is a such memorable day for me *wink wink*
we finish all da lesson
which means sem 1 gonna end soon
TRUE~it is really going to end
having final next week {nightmare :(( }
oni went to business communication class today and skipped critical thinking
because there is doing nth in critical thinking class and adi finish the lessons
so went to pyramid wif Candy and Vee Sern (the sweet couple) at 11am
i like being a light bulb when on the way to pyramid ><
luckily someone come earlier today, he was reached pyramid before i reached
then 4 of us straight away go to TGV and buy tickets
planned to watch Madagascar3...my 2nd time to watch this movie
bought 11.45am 1...
thn Candy and Vee Sern go for lunch whereas both of us just sit at there and chit chat
2 pairs of us sitting different row in cinema..hahaha..act like a stranger LOL
finish movie at around 1.15pm and i was blur...i tot it was adi 2.15pm
summore asked why Vee Sern still dun wan go for his account class @@
both of them went back to college and me and him went to Paparich for lunch
ermmm...their food nt bad
doing nth after lunch...thinking how to spend our time
someone suggest go for another movie again
swt rite? hahaha
we really went to cinema again and have a look see whether gt any nice movie
ahaha...ABRAHIM LICOLN: VAMPIRE HUNTER
this movie attract us as well summore gt shows at 2.45pm 
once again we bought movie tickets and go for movie again
2 movies in a day...crazy rite? 
lalalala~~someone fetch me back after movie
miss today so muchhhh <3
not going to meet someone next week because of final :(

p/s: next week FINAL...rawr!!! 

20/6/2012

a little touched
why?
because someone come all da way to college jz want to fetch me back home
i was wondering why he wanna do tat
he told me coz missing someone
and wanna meet her
aww...touched!!
although it is just around 20 min journey to back my home
but it's enough for me
appreciate it
thanks for someone being my driver today <3

13/6/2012

那种感觉~~~难以形容
有喜也有悲
喜的是看见朋友找到另一半
也替她开心
悲的是就像失去了一位好友
虽然她还是会跟我们聚在一起
但那种感觉已经变了
或许是我自己太敏感了吧
但就是有种怪怪的感觉啊
算了~接受事实
祝福他们俩 <3

31/5/2012

aww...so fast
the end of the month adi :(
around 3 weeks ++ more to go for final
nowadays keep rushing assignment and presentation
almost everyday is the due date for assignment
summmore now lecturer likes to give us all da works at the same time
the think we are robot? can finish it up so fast...hmmm
STRESS ah!!!
gt test summore...wth
college life really is not easy...i mean it


someone is going to taiwan this saturday and stay there around 8 days
owhhhhh...this whole week we are busy
nt even gt time to meet and skype :(((
bt after someone back from taiwan i will still busy
coz all the presentation is on tat week
omggggg
taadaaa..*ciao*

~latest picture~

---------continue doing assignment------------

21/5/2012

14/5/2012~20/5/2012
such a tired week
almost everyday have to go college
nt enough time to rest at all
sunday still have to wake up early for the moral project
although is tired bt we have fun
assignment will never stop coming to us
almost everyday is the due date for assignment
goshhhh..college life is really busy


21/5/2012
because of yesterday we had done our moral project
our lecturer is being so nice to us and cancel today moral class
so my break time for today will be 11am-3.15pm
LOL..damn long
wat can i do in this time?
ahhha...go watch movie wif someone
watched "dark shadow"
this movie nt bad :)))
and have lunch together
woohooo..i spend my break time like this
back to college and continue my class
taadaaa..see ya <3

8/5/2012

i dunno why

we are trying to avoid argue

but still we are argue almost every night because of little thing

i tot everything will be fine

but actually it is not

i dunno whether is who's problem

maybe mine or yours?

i wondering too

i try my best to make it bt sometimes i really cant

everyone got their problem including me, and i jz dun wan to say it out

sometimes, i hope u can understand and we can be like others

is there we still can maintain?

or it will really let go one day?

i also dunno...

i dunno how long i can stand with it

sometimes we can be very nice, bt sometimes it is worst.

i cant imagine it.

i noe sometimes u are hurt too..

bt i really dunno wat can i do

i tried my best.

21/4/2012

finally here i am to update my blog again
looks busy after came back from NS
now im officially a sunway's student and taking Foundation In Arts there
everything start from the beginning
lets work hard


last saturday went out wif ji mui for y.hui's farewell
enjoyed the day wif them and YOU
i appreciate someone came to sunway jz have a movie wif me
summore funny things was happened on tat day

1/1/2012 星期日

很抱歉的说声

我没来得及更新部落

落有几篇文章都来不及写

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不多说了

今天1月1日

也就是我要进营当兵了

这是我临走前的最后一篇文章

唯有等到3月17日再回来更新了

掰掰

我会想你们的

你们也要想我哦! <3

这都是上星期慈善晚宴拍的

临走前

我很失望